silver

Silver- an original poem by bethany allen

I’ve been watching with tears in my eyes

As you display your dispise

I see through your disguise

Everyday I watch you comprimise

I know you had dreams,

but now you’ve given them up

Your pain is bursting at the seams,

Just so you can “live it up”

Your numb heart searches,

To be loved and accepted,

But we both know,

You’ve only been hurt and rejected

yesterday you were here,

Today your not

And I see your hands shake with fear,

From the battles you’ve faught

Everyday is a struggle,

You never find peace

Friend, please come back,

Before your out of my reach

Every word, every look,

Is a blow to my heart,

If I’m the target,

Then your the dart

Dear, please come back,

How I miss you so

I long for you to be here,

What’s making you go?

young love.

It seems to hurt to say goodbye
but i promise it will be alright
for in the end it’s truth we’ll find
and far away will be the lies

cause this love was never true love but always a fight
a fight to be more
a fight to be worthy
a fight to find something we all hope lies deep within

in the end i knew our selfish carnal heart couldn’t win
and shouldn’t win
for though these feelings are real you have to remember
love is something you can’t always feel

we’ve got to climb out of this pit
we’ve got to just take the truth and deal
cause neither of us are ready for a thing like this
we don’t even know what true love is

not yet,
not yet at least
but each day He shows me more
more of the Lamb, more of the Beast

i love to know Him
for He is love
He’s whats real
and when i know Love, i can love

so i say goodbye
to who we were,
weren’t,
and were trying to be

now, as i have to go
won’t you come with me?
on this search,
on this journey?

i’ve got to find Him
i’ve got to know Him
i’ve got to know Love

sway- a poem by bethany and mary-kate.

sway.

As the water softly see-saws this boat
my heart also is swaying
trying to take in all thats here
yet trying to find something to give back,

looking out into the unending blanket of blue
and watching the waves softly lap the shore
i feel my soul longing
longing for something so close yet so far away

as the wind blows through the trees
acting as their hand to paint portraits
of themselves on the water that gently goes by
it serenades my mind

a fushia haze settles here
silence slowly sinks into the earth around me
a dog quiets in the distance
as i listen to the stories of the whispering waves

though all around me seems still
my soul is yet stirred, unsettled, unsure
nature makes peace seem so effortless
but this pure and beautiful rest refuses to rest on me

for the first time my senses are truley open
everything around me has a way of making open peace

one day i will find my own.
one day i will have a free spirit like nature
one day i will find what this world seems to keep from me.
but right now,
i will be still
i will stop this sway.

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